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Traumatic Pshycological Disorder and a 18 Year Old Hispanic Young Man

on May 26, 2022

Not justifying the Texas massacre but I kinda understand.

I learned of a phrase when speaking about immigrant children called TRAUMATIC PSYCHOLOGICAL INJURY.

As I began to ponder this and reflect on my children and my students; does it not apply to our poor Black residents who reside in a community once coined CANCER ALLY?

How long are we going to allow “researchers” to collect data and stats and no significant amount of change occurs?

I feel it is TRAUMATIC PSYCHOLOGICAL INJURY to know that the every single law, rule, code, legislation, policy and mandate allow malpractice, maltreatment and are all clearly permissible.

I feel it is TRAUMATIC PSYCHOLOGICAL INJURY to be LEGISLATED ignorance, and a slow and timely demise because of detachment and disengagement.

I feel it is TRAUMATIC PSYCHOLOGICAL INJURY to know that a FEDERAL organization such as the EPA AND ACE know these malpractices, maltreatment are legislated and treat us like OUR BLACK LIVES DO NOT MATTER AND THAT WE ARE INVISIBLE.

Each system overlap and intertwine.

As a mom of children and an educator as well; we have literally seen our GOVERNMENT spend more money with communities OUTSIDE of our country than within the very communities suffering the most and uphold it without fail. This is one of the most toxic and hazardous places ever for ANY minority of which speaks to the deep seated racist actions, beliefs and ways all behind rules, codes, mandates, policies and legislation.

I hold you the FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, STATE GOVERNMENT AND LOCAL GOVERNMENT accountable and responsible for the premature death of our loved ones that is generational and intergenerational along with willful, known, and intentional legislation.

This young man was 18 years of ate (THAT THEY MANAGED TO KNOW HOW TO KILL BUT APPREHENDED THE BUFFALO SHOOTER).

Let’s go back to when he was 12, 13, and 14.

What happened or was happening in America?

What happened to his people?

What was they saying about those attempting to cross the boarder?

What was happening to the Hispanic families?

Weren’t they being treated immorally?

Weren’t they being treated inhumanely?

Weren’t they being treated disrespectfully?

Weren’t they being treated unjustly?

Weren’t the babies and children violently snatched from the loving arms of their mothers, fathers and families?

Weren’t the children sexually molested?

Weren’t the children undernourished?

Weren’t the children put in cages?

Did we not think that they would grow up emotionally, psychologically and bruised inwardly?

Did we not think that they would grow up with disdain towards a country that their parents work hard, and long but painted as moochers of a country the elevate?

Did we not think that they would grow up with disdain towards a country that disrespects them?

Did we not think that they would grow up with disdain towards a country that does not acknowledge them?

Did we not think that they would grow up with disdain towards a country that view them as ignorant, lazy and other sorry adjectives?

Hispanics are seen as, spoken about, framed as some lazy people and that speak to the entitlement and inferiority of the most incompetent people on earth, AMERICA who are the most ineffective, and irrational people.

ALL the Hispanics do is work

ALL the Hispanics do is overproduce

ALL the Hispanics do is hard labor even what African Americans will not do

Yet, somehow AMERICA have the audacity to question where did all of this rage that pushed this young man to the edge came, I can believe it.

It came from AMERICA!

We already know that when we say AMERICA we are solely referring to WHITES because all else are hyphenated.

AMERICA breed anger

AMERICA breed disdain

AMERICA breed greed

AMERICA breed terrors

AMERICA breed disdain

AMERICA breed division

AMERICA breed violence

AMERICA you do this because it’s you to the core and this have ALWAYS been you because you feel entitled to have what you want, go where you want, do what you want and treat people in any manner you want and it has ALWAYS been OK.

No, it’s NOT OK!

We’ve ALLOWED you to dothse things for so long and chucked it all up as:

It’s ALWAYS been like this/that

It’s ALWAYS been this way

It’s ALWAYS been what they do

It’s ALWAYS been who they are

It’s ALWAYS been said that no one can change anything or you

O REALLY? Maybe if we start returning what AMERICA do to everybody else it’ll change.

It’s in our docileness

It’s in our forgiving nature towards THEM

It’s in our turning of the cheeks

It’s in our respectability

It’s in our acceptance

It’s in our religious standing

It’s in our morality

It’s in our humanity

It’s in our dignity

It’s in our belief

It’s in our faith

It’s in our hope that the malpractice and maltreatment perpetuates on our lives.

They are killing us, hurting us, hunting us and harming us emotionally, psychologically, financially, socially, physically and morally.

ENOUGH HAVE ALREADY BEEN ENOUGH but it won’t end until we UNIFY.

PART of ME want to say FUCK THOSE HISPANIC CHILDREN, COMMUNITY, PARENTS because they don’t FUCK WITH US BLACKS; they say they are WHITE.

They side with the WHITE people BLACK folks have not did them maliciously.

Other minorities have not did them maliciously; BLACKS have not gone into their community and massacred their loved ones and friends.

NEVER have BLACK people did that BUT YET BLACK people are hated by everybody.

It’s umjust and unwarranted.

It’s immoral and their loss because we are ALL OF THAT and we know this and we sling that BLACK MAGIC DUST everywhere we go.

So, I’m asking PLEASE Let us not act brand new, let us not act like we don’t understand where, how and why this young man mind snapped.

We are all 1 event, meme, article, story, news feature, memory and thought away from snapping, blowing our top or going the fuck off the very deep end. Isn’t it about time? We’ve been taking this legislated malpractice and maltreatment for the past 400 plus years from AMERICA.

We’ve been emotionless, hardcore and cold inwardly while smiling on the outside.

THIS IS THE SEASON OF OUR SNAPPAGE.

My heart goes out to this broken and bruised young man, his family and those innocent babies and teachers.

My soul hurts for the young moan and his family.

Whatever issue he had with his grandmother; I don’t know and we don’t kno BUT WHAT I DO KNOW IS THIS: that honor, closeness and reverence the minority communities had of our elders have left.

45 got great enjoyment in violently tearing them apart.

45 hated the love of these mothers and fathers towards their young.

45 hated it. You know why? It looked unfamiliar, it sounded unfamiliar and it felt unfamiliar to him.

It was something he never hard, experienced or felt……

The unconditional love of a mother, father and family while not having anything, THAT INFURIATED HIM.

So these, poor HISPANIC mothers and poor BLACK mothers loved while having nothing and he wanted to create as much hurt as he felt all of his life.

45 got great enjoyment in watching them: cry, beg, plea, wail, and be helpless for their children that he snatched from their arms and lives.

BUT YET we want to act like we don’t understand what this young gentleman snapped about?

O, HE SNAPPED BECASUSE OF AMERICA, WHITE AMERICA!

To say what I said about the Hispanic community because they don’t FUCK with us BLACKS sounds heartless, cold and immoral but this is our SEASON of showing them just how long we have had their and AMERICA’S BACK SINCE FOREVER.

Yes, we know that we live in a country where gun violence is our NORMALCY.

Yes, we know we live in a country where OUR profession doesn’t shield us from these legislated, known, willful and purposeful immoral, illegal and unjust treatment with the gun violence.

Yes, we know we live in a country where we lose our students quicker than we graduate them all by design.

Yes, we know we live in a country that refuse to acknowledge our humanity.

Yes, we know we live in a country that believe that our lives do not matter.

Yes, we know we live in a country that they spend more money on dumb active shooter drills while choosing not to educate the active shooter at those impressionable ages and stages.

Yes, we know we live in a country that has gladly and swiftly taken away the arts, clubs, actives and recess so that our children can learn to interact with people through play.

Yes, we know we live in a country that assures the safety of white teachers by putting in metal detectors, cops, security and other prison resembling things in our inner city schools but not in PWS because they don’t want them to think that they are going to prison because school should be fun??????

Yes, we know we live in a country where they spend major money for us teachers to learn about spread out or group together but yet our we can’t or our students can’t be seen holding hands, showing compassion, empathy, care or concern towards their peer.

YOU SEE, UNTIL THEY START CARING ABOUT OUR BLACK CHILDREN THAT ARE GUNNED DOWN DAILY AND BY DESIGN; IT WILL CONTINUE.

YOU SEE, UNTILE THEY GET RID OF THESE “TERRIFIED” TEACHERS FROM WITHIN OUR INNER CITY SCHOOLS OF WHICH IS PROOF NONE OF THOSE THINGS WILL SAVE THEM BUT IT WILL MESS WITH OUR CHILDREN OF COLOR MENTAL STATE; IT WILL COTINUE.

AMERICA KNOWS THIS!


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