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Purpose
Passion
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Each of those words is centered around us as a BLACK people who has gotten away from our village, community and tribe of which was the root cause of how we succeed, advanced, achieved, excelled and elevated. We have always been prominent in the world’s eye and this is why they legislated our ignorance of who we were, what we accomplished and achieved and our major contributions. They kept us ignorant of politics and how the country is ran. They infiltrated and invaded our BLACK organizations, businesses, churches and schools to weaken us, dilute us, devalue us, degrade us cause us to have disdain towards our own selves. We have not only a rich history but strong legacy’s of resilience, revolutionary, radicalism, excellence, merit, intellectualism, innovation, inventions, and how we maneuvered through a country who sought to kill, hurt, harm and destroy us. I always say there would be NO USa without US, BLACK people. It is our influence, our culture, our music, our art, our athleticism, our academics, our leadership, our lives of which is the fabric of our nation’s advancement and progress.
Angela Bassett said, “ALLOW US TO SEE ONE ANOTHER even when we can’t see ourselves.”
This has been my place and space for the past 47 years.
PURPOSE!!!!!!
Pushing others, cheering others on, patching wounds for others, mending the hurt of others, putting the well-fare of others top on my life’s to do list. Having a sincere heart for others, desiring others to be liberated by education, exposure, example and enlightenment.
DOULA assists in the birthing process or assures the expectant mom that her delivery will be as smooth as possible.
To EMBODY OUR PURPOSE in the most EMPOWERING AND REWARDING way and with much confidence, grace, dignity, assurance and clarity is indeed AWEsome.
PURPOSE!!!!!!
In this season, in this time, in this grief, in this state of uncertainty there is indeed PURPOSE.
I began to repeat the word PURPOSE and Pastor Miller spoke on yesterday but he said something that made my baby leap; PERSONALIZED THORNS, BURNS, STORMS, CRUCIFIXIONS AND JOURNEY.
I sat with that because even THEY have a PURPOSE if for no other reason, a constant reminder that WE SURVIVED something that would have taken others out of here……..
The more I thought, the more I began to play this HOW MANY WORDS can I get out of the word purpose game.
PURPOSE!!!!!!
So– No matter our journey to our right now moment, it was essential to be in the present. Had we been a millisecond late, would we be here? So this so can be seen as arrogant, insolent or nonchalant but only you know what was BEFORE your so. If you can SO; that mean you have faced some test, trials, hurdles, roadblocks and gain victory of them.
Pose– They tell us that a picture is worth a thousand words. To see us BLACK WOMEN stand confident, unafraid, intentional, with authority and in command speaks to the picturesque scene we have faced and conquered because it is only AFTER the mental picture of all of our experiences on this life journey that it is beautiful because it reveals what is and was always within us.
As BLACK WOMEN, our life’s picture has MORE than a thousand words, have UNIVERSAL languages, can be easily interpreted and understood. They all convey strength, commonality, tenacity, grace, dignity, character and undeniable progression, vision and sisterhood.
Pour– We BLACK WOMEN are walking vessels dispensing genuine love, hope, joy, goodwill, faith and belief in a better world. We BLACK WOMEN are indeed well aware of the children we raise, the values we instill the moral expressions we expect and the community we build. Yep, we know all too well what it was like to be without, so we replenish ourselves every time we pour into others.
Our– I ran from this but to see me embrace this with knowledge, wisdom and learned lessons is indeed needed and appreciated and valued to distinguish the right ones is in our circle and are or should be viewed as my gift because the present me.
Purse– This is bought empty but once bought, people choose what they will put inside and bring out. We BLACK WOMEN are nothing but valuable and pricy purses with mightiness within and sprinkle it all over humanity as we go and come.
Rose– The FULL BLOOM of this beautiful flower speaks. It is the resurrection out of the dirt that I see. To see it with thorns while simultaneously standing strong, robust, command the eye and just melts the heart is worth the soil the seed began in for me.
Sore– This is proof and a reminder that you have been wounded or caught an infection. This is proof or a reminder that you can still feel. This is proof and a reminder that you are still elastic, a survivor and here with work to yet be completed that ONLY we are assigned.
Rope– This is what you give those out in the deep blue se of life and you with your experience, strength, exposure, know how and when have the ability to reel them back to clarity, wisdom, safety and security.
Us– THIS IS FOR YOU GROWTH, CLEAR, UNDERSTOOD AND EMBRACED. TO SEE YOU SIFT PEOPLE, WEED PEOPLE OUT AND ALLOW THEM SPACE TO ASSIST YOU IS WHAT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED FOR YOU.
Pure– TO FINALLY SEE YOU CHIP AWAY YOUR WALL AND UNDERSRAND THERW ARE PEOPLE WHO WANT TO HOP ON YOUR LIFE’S FERRIS WHEEL AND BE, SAY, ELEVATE, SUPPORT, EMPOWER AND BE EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEED AS YOU MATRICULATE TO YOUR NEXT LEVEL IS WHAT BEING VULBERABLE, SACRIFICIAL, TRANSPARENT AND TRUSTING IS ALL ABOUT.
Ruse– YOU LIVED A LIFE OF BEING TRICKED, BAMBOOZELED, UNREAL AND THIS REAL YOU IS A MORE FREE YOU AND I LOVE THIS YOU WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE.
Use– TO TAKE ALL THINGS DONE, SEEN, BELIEVED, UNBELIEVED, HEARD, FELT AND EXPERIENCED AND TOSS THEM ALL UP TO LAND UPON YOUR JOURNEY TO SHKW THE WOMAN I HAVE ALWAYS SEEN, KNEW AND FELT WAS WITHIN IS SIMPLT GIVING ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
Prose– THANKS FOR ALLOWING ME TO WRITE METICULOUSLY, INTENTIONALLY AND TEDIOUSLY ABOUT HOW I SEE YOU, WHAT I SEE IN YOU AND THE WOMAN YOU SHOULD ALLOW TO BECOME.
I AM ELATED THAT THIS CHAPTER 45 IS FILLED WITH MEMORIES OF YOU.
I AM ENJOYING OBSERVING YOU LASSO YOUR PURPOSE, OWN YOUR PURPOSE, WALK IN YOUR PURPOSE AND LIVE OUT YOUR PURPOSE OUT LOUD AND ON A WORLD STAGE.
We have forgotten who we are.
We have forgotten the power of our unity.
We have forgotten the essence of the My brothers and My sisters keeper.
We have forgotten the village concept.
We have forgotten the community knit.
We have forgotten the tribe strength.
PURPOSE, the premature demise of Malcolm Jamal Warner has paused and forced us to look at who we are, what we have done and the values, morals and Black systems we have held high and close. This is on that generation heavily for the past 2 days. We had a charge to keep to our ancestors. We had obligations to fulfill for our people. We had a responsibility to our future. We reneged. We didn’t keep our word, promise, and vow to our elders and ancestors because our children which is our future look unfamiliar, sound unfamiliar, present themselves in the most unfamiliar, unbothered, unapproving, unpowerful, unfruitful, unliked, unmoved, untimely, ungodly, uncharacteristic, unmotivated, unappreciative, unlearned, unearned, unmotivated, unloving, unfinished, unattentively, uninspired, unpolished, ununited, untrained, unfollowing, unsaid, unmade, unstated, unfelt, unhear, unforgiveable, unforsaken, unaspirated, uncaring, unlived, unmolded, unstill, unrefined, unvarying, unclear, uninventive, uninnovative, uncreative, unforwarded, unfueled, uncommon, uncommunicative, unremedied, unshared, unquiet, unchoice, unfact, unapt, uninspired, unsupportive, unclose, unhelp, unjust, unrest, unwell, unplan, unwholly, unaccountable, unresponsible, unobligated, untrusting, and unrepresented.
We have ALWAYS been centered, influential, coveted, wanted, needed, expected, superior, introspective, prideful, exceptional, excellent, brilliant, visible, heard, expected, protective, leaders in America gifted, talented and it was innate and never had to be purchased. WE DROPPED THE BALL, BIG TIME, WE DID, WE REALLY DID.